In every doomed relationship there comes what I like to call the "oh oooh"-moment. And a certain little something happens and you know you've just witnessed the beginning of the end. Suddenly you stop and you think: "oh oooh"... iceberg ahead.
What happens with me is ˝ I donÝt know ˝ I getÍ when it gets tooÍ not close, but something like that, I start to feelÍ not stifledÍ not trappedÍ but, butÍ something like that and I ˝ you know, you know what I mean.
I warned them all from the beginning. I always said something along the lines ofÍ I must advise you, I am stamped with an invisible warning: ýwill not commitţ, ýwill never marryţ.
When I look back on my little life and all the women IÝve known. I canÝt help to think about all that theyÝve done for me, I hadnÝt left up for them, how they looked after me, and cared for me, and I would pay them by never returning the favor. Yeah, I used to think I had the best end of the deal. What have I gotÍ reallyÍ some money in my pocket, some nice threads, a fancy car at my disposal, and I am singleÍ unattached, free as a bird. I donÝt depend on nobody. Nobody depends on me. My lifeÝs my own. But I donÝt have peace of mind. And if you donÝt have that, you have nothing. So.. so whatÝs the answer, I keep asking myself. WhatÝs it all about. You know what I mean.
Well, no, I've never done it. But it might be worth a try.