I guess I've always been pretty good with words. In my line of business. It's as important to be able to describe what I'm doing as it is to do what I'm doing. When to say what. What words to select. Some men hate to hear certain terms. They can't stand specific moves and then they can't live without others. It's part of my job to know where to place my hand, my lips, my tongue, my leg and even my thoughts. What kind of pressure, for how long, when to stop. I can become your first kiss... or a torn out image from a Playboy magazine that you found when you were 9 years old. Am I your secretary or am I your daughter? Maybe I'm your seventh grade math teacher you always hated. All I know is that if I do it just right, I can become your living, breathing, unflinching dream, and then I can actually disappear.
I try to find something to love in everybody. Even if it's a small thing. Something about the way someone smiles. There's always something, there has to be. I try to make myself generous. I do things I don't want to do. I... I think about what not to criticize. And the strangest things come back to me.
You thought you could buy me and Id go away. Just hand me money and Id run away and take care of myself.
I'm in your waiting room. Didn't you see me when you came in?
This business transaction, which is what this was, is over!
An orgasm is simply a series of muscle contractions. Thats it. It comes from manipulating the clitoris. Nothing mysterious, nothing magic about it. Ill get you some literature to take home with you. You can get dressed.
You and I used to make love three times a day. Then every day. Then once a week. And then we had a child. We had life and work, we were best friends, and then I didnt know how to go from your best friend to your lover.
I couldn't look at myself. I didnt know who I was. I think Im nineteen, and then I look in the mirror, and Im this person who doesn't know how to seduce you.
Please leave me alone. Im sorry I hurt you. Youre beautiful. Youre amazing. You really are...
Ive never had sex. [pause] I tried once. And then again. It hurt....I dont think Im normal. [pause] I just dont like the whole...process.